As you might have seen, this blog entrance is called "what's going on?", and yes. What's going on in my life, you may ask?
Well, there's not so much, to be honest. I'm still living with my mom and dad in the same house. We're not moving out until everything is set. It's actually really hard to be home, so I'm always out, when the timing is right. I'm helping my dad with some stuff at home, you know, cleaning, talking with him, and just being there for him, cause he has always been there for me.
My brother began on a new school, after his teachers bullied him. And he's really exciting about the new school. He has gained so many new friends, and I think he's getting a girl on the hook. So it will be fun to see who it is. I already know, that her father knows my father pretty well, and opposite, so I think it will work out pretty well.
But my own love life is like a plane crash, haha!
I had a crush on a guy further up the country, but then I attended to this party Friday, which changed everything. At midnight or so, he was actually on his way down to a bar with 3 others, but then he got bad conscience about it, because I couldn't go, so he stayed at the remaining party. And we talked like all night, until he felt asleep on a chair. Haha, so boring am I! Just kidding, I felt asleep on his lap!
I met many other people to that party I haven't seen in quiet a while. It was so fun, until people started to barf, because they had just to much to drink. And a girl I know pretty well felt, and sprained her foot. It was hell. But people really took care of her. We tried to call the emergency thingy, but they wouldn't go get her, because she was drunk. Just think about it. Just because she was drunk! What if she broke her foot or something? Sick, sick bastards.
Anyway. It's actually fathers-day here in Denmark today. And I haven't got a gift for my dad. But he's all okay with it, because he already knows what I'm getting him, and that's something he has wanted for a pretty long of a time now. It's funny to think about.
I promise to update some more, cause this is getting pretty long!
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Emotional divorce.
So here lately I've been emotional from many different angles. My parents are getting divorced after a big fight because of my mom. I do not wanna tell the whole story now, but it will sooner or later be out here on my blog.
My mom is unstable and has a depression which is tarring us all down to the bottom. We found out that she isn't taking her medication, which should prevent her from getting mood disturbances. She was literally threatening us and our lives which I certainly do not like at all.
My dad, brother and I went out to my grandmas house, and stayed the night over. My dad took off the next day for a meeting at the bank and his lawyer.
He came back to my grandmas place and told what was happening and stuff. And then he asked if me and my brother wanted to go back home and get some more stuff. We agreed and took off.
When we got back home, my mom and dad talked. There was some crying and stuff, and then all of a sudden, my dad told us to let our stuff back, because we were moving back. We took off again to get our stuff, and got home. And now I'm here.
I don't know why, but this house doesn't feel like a home to me anymore. I'm not speaking to my mother, and I don't think I'll ever do again. I think she deserves the cold shoulder, cause she could just have taken her medication and haven't done the other things that she did...
I do not think I wanna keep in touch with her after my study's. Cause why should I? I do know, that she's my mother, but really. A mother doesn't do that kind of thing. Threatening your own family?
I kinda hope, she'll rotten up in hell.
My mom is unstable and has a depression which is tarring us all down to the bottom. We found out that she isn't taking her medication, which should prevent her from getting mood disturbances. She was literally threatening us and our lives which I certainly do not like at all.
My dad, brother and I went out to my grandmas house, and stayed the night over. My dad took off the next day for a meeting at the bank and his lawyer.
He came back to my grandmas place and told what was happening and stuff. And then he asked if me and my brother wanted to go back home and get some more stuff. We agreed and took off.
When we got back home, my mom and dad talked. There was some crying and stuff, and then all of a sudden, my dad told us to let our stuff back, because we were moving back. We took off again to get our stuff, and got home. And now I'm here.
I don't know why, but this house doesn't feel like a home to me anymore. I'm not speaking to my mother, and I don't think I'll ever do again. I think she deserves the cold shoulder, cause she could just have taken her medication and haven't done the other things that she did...
I do not think I wanna keep in touch with her after my study's. Cause why should I? I do know, that she's my mother, but really. A mother doesn't do that kind of thing. Threatening your own family?
I kinda hope, she'll rotten up in hell.
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